Open,
Wide open,
A peice of my heart torn wide open,
It is your [Jesus] hand that covers it,
Your presence,
Elliminating the question 'why?',
The pain is near,
You are nearer,
I cry out,
Only you can bring purpose to this ache,
Even when i feel all i can do is sit in this,
You sit with me,
This pain is not empty,
You fill it,
You are what fills this tear in my heart,
Thank you Jesus,
I can sit in your hands,
lay on your heart,
And hurt...

"Love that does not suffer with the suffering of the beloved is not love at all." - Dennis Ngien

i never thought i would blog...i actually teased those who had the time. but after erin started the one for delphine i really thought it was a good idea, a way to spill open... i have had to deal with so much greif over the last year and a half that i believe this really might be a good processing tool. be warned, i want to be raw. raw about the lose of del, of those in the sudan, of those on kenya, and raw about life in general but all with Jesus, in hopes that your heart might connect to my own...